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Well I've officially decided that in some way, I want to make God famous! I want to use my talents as a testimony of His love. I want to give out a message in some particular way and no more doubts or second thoughts. I'm on fire for God once again! The two things that I am crazy for are movies and music. My future is definitely going to consist of those two things. Never in my life have I ever been so grateful for my friends and family. What I have learned is that it takes work to be a friend and to keep friends. I know some people right now I could never let go. I am trying to get better at soccer and acoustic guitar. I am a very athletic person and I love running. One thing a lot of people know about me is that I love to laugh. I love to make people laugh and laugh at my jokes! If there is something wrong I'll always try to find a way to make you smile. I may seem shy at first but I'm really not. I love writing poems and lyrics or basically anything that I can do with writing. Anyways, there is a lot more about me so let's talk!



Sitting there alone
On the tall grass
On its own
Waiting for destiny
To pick it up
To accept it
The way it is
Not shown to the world
As it should
Or maybe just to use
For a little girl.
And its metal strings
Long before, dust away
The night and morning
And become invisible
By showing it's lonely.
Speechless as well
And fearful of the dark
Take it one step further
And it's destroyed
By burning love
And an empty soul.



It's cold in here
The sun is dim
The night is near
The smell of country cold
Is speaking through us
Is seeping through us
Get up, get up
You cannot waist another day
Of weary nonsense and brood walls
Nevertheless,
You must be quick in thought
Informing you that this is aimed at stiff
You're far away from here
Just take away your fear
And you just might get it
The night is cold
But your heart is still with us
The night may be frightening
But there are other things to discuss
Hello, hello
We cannot take another night
Of humming at shadows that do not exist
However,
Do please take this message to others
Informing you that this is aimed at stiff
And you just might get it
It's warm in here
The sun is up
The night is sheer
And the smell of country cold
Oh, the smell of country cold,
We must take hold


What I say to you
Is said to you
And what I meant by love
Was whole-heartedly meant
And kept in my heart still
But did you notice the look on my face
When I said I hated you just slipped
I knew nothing of myself
At that time
Knowing my place is not to judge
I am certain my place was not with you
Not at all
I messed up in times
Yet you still couldn't look me in the eye
To tell me there was hope
In growing our friendship
But did you see the knowledge in me
When I saw you gang up on me
I knew something of myself
In that moment
Knowing my place was in Gods hands
I am certain my place in not in yours
Not your hands
What I said to you
Was said to you
And what I meant by hate
Was not whole-heartedly meant
Let's get that straight