A Letter To The World...
To God's children...My Brothers and Sisters !
The Lord's flock !

The Light of Truth Is In Christ, In Yah'shua
Seek The Light Of His Lampstand !!!

I am a moving wheel. My every movement is directed by The Lord. I am
focused on His Truth. My hunger is and has been insatiable for the
understanding brought me by The Holy Spirit. It is my experience that the
world teaches us lessons opposite The Truth of God. Truth-Wisdom,
Knowledge and Understanding- comes from God and is Imparted In Spirit.
As Jesus was One with God so we are encouraged in The Word to become
One with God Through The Son. Therein lies the Freedom. Thus our eyes
and ears are opened to Truth...all things shall be revealed is the
promise...seeking is the avenue. It is the eyes and the ears of the flesh that
deceive us?It is the heart opened and turned towards God that hears.
Open the doors to Father God's Love and Library of Truth. One must fast
to the world and set aside personal will in order to begin to enter into a
relationship that truly leads us to Oneness with Our Lord God.
All fear and negative emotions reside in the mind coming from a clouded
heart...the mind is where decisions are made according to man's will
(Emotions, Desires, Lust and Thoughts). It is this flesh, man's carnal will
that stands between man and God. Complete surrender through faith &
trust opens the door to Eternal Freedom. The world speaks of freedom
and defines it, but are we truly free ? When I lay all will aside I become
the once hollow bone filled with life by God and His Will...filled with a
new Living marrow ! Nothing of this earth compares to The Grace of
God's Unconditional Love. Becoming and being One with God allows us
to love others with that same unconditional Love---no matter who they are,
what they say, what they have learned or what the world's false doctrines
has insisted they conform to. Loving thine enemy convicts them In Spirit
whether they are conscious of it or not...This Love is as a bridge that joins
us or as hot coals upon the head of the wicked. If we are made in God's
Image, why do we judge ? Only God Himself Judges. It is through
suffering and pain that many people arrive in a place where only God is
the answer. God Knows the beginning, the end and all things in between.
He Showers us with Love and His Discipline is gentle for only He Knows
each one of us perfectly. Yet we walk around with dark umbrellas over
our heads that acknowledge not His many gifts and blessings unseen.
That which is ugly in the world is of satan and God Decides what to allow
on earth According To His Will and Appointed Timing Directly and
through those that are as One with Him...vessels yielded and obedient to
His Will ! I have noticed that many are not very loving and gentle in
response to those that may still be spiritually dead, sleeping and driven by
the flesh...not yet guided In Spirit. The approach taken towards others
either disarms them with love or brings up a wall in others that keeps
them in their darkness... and in bondage. Impartation of Divine Truth can
be done without lengthy words and worldly intellect. For one to say I
have no time for those who judge me or for those that are blinded by the
world's dark cloak concerns me greatly...the world has become darker and
darker yet His people appear powerless to speak or stand upright against
evil! In fact, it has been the believers that have allowed this wreckage of a
ship that is intended to be His Ship steered by Him leading us, the flock,
to green pastures and still waters. If Jesus and His disciples were selective
about The Truth and The Gospel From Heaven in this way far less people
would have been free to hear The Good News and to follow The Lord.

The Lord owns all souls...they are bought and paid for Through His Blood
Shed. It is time to step out of the confines, the structures of man first to
The Kingdom of Heaven, then be lead By The Holy Spirit (not of the flesh
!) and only then According To God's Pleasing Will reach out in all
directions as it was intended !

It is time for God's children to reach out to the Rabbi, the Teacher for
their Manna. The Bread of Life, The Sustenance and The Wisdom to guide
us through these perilous times into the end which is the new beginning.
Discipleship has been replaced with inadequate crash courses that have
resulted in the destruction we bear witness to in the world. It is a sad
thing that brings tears to the eyes of our Lord. If it were less about us and
all about Him then we would be well justified, filled with joy as true
brothers and sisters, children of God. In reality we find ourselves
separated from one another and from God. Under the cloak of Grace we
feel entitled to celebrate rather than to lament...to continue sinning while
claiming salvation in Christ, in Yah'shua...while avoiding the altar of self
sacrifice and of true repentance. The Mercy Seat is exchanged for man's
blindness and justification of his self-imposed ignorance. Remember a blind
spiritual man adopts an understanding according to his flesh. Blind men
foolishly adopt different understandings of the One Truth and then bring
division within the body of humanity, The Body that is to be of Christ and
God's children. He who is perishing himself cannot bring light to others.
And if The Light were known of by all then why do the many uphold and
hold up false light ? He who is self assured knows not the way, the
narrow path or The True Sovereign Leader that is both. A lost sheep of
the flock cannot shepherd the flock. A blind sheep cannot find its way
without The Good Shepherd !!!

To know of God is not the same as knowing God through a proper
humble and reverent relationship as is laid out in Matthew !

If assumption is the mother of all lies, then why do we assume so much
while being under educated in The True Gospel unto lives lived according
to the flesh and its many deceptions ?

So is all lost and hope to be cast aside...I say not !
Hope is in Christ Jesus, In Yah'shua!

Darkness perishes in The Light of His Lampstand
and in the heart reunited with The Heart of Our Father!
Amen, Amen and Amen !

The How has been cast asunder for false comfort and thus a false gospel !
The Way has been blurred and cast into the shadows where we reside.
So is all lost and hope to be cast aside...I say Not !

We must return to the ways of the honest and innocent child. How will
this happen with our individual and collective histories both current and
generational that have walked away from God The Father, The Lord
preferring darkness over the light with sin running rampant among the
flock. This we cannot do alone and can only happen through knocking
upon the door of The Lord...through acknowledging our need for A
Messiah and The Deliverer rather than claiming deliverance in abstensia of
a true reverence of God! An honest relationship with God!

To know of God is not to know God !!!

Man has fallen a great distance from God.
Man no longer understands the simplest of things of Heaven.
Man takes great pride in his zealousness and self proclamations.
Man has fallen from Grace a distance immeasurable.
Man has ended up in the gap he created.
Man cannot find his way out.

Man loves darkness more than the light while Grace has kept the greater
measure of the darkness of reaping at bay. We live on borrowed time
under The Grace of God that is to lead unto repentance and we
cannot repent enough...yet God's measure of Mercy abounds
in a measure greater than our falling away and our sin !

Let us remember that it is The Love of God The Father that drives out all
fear and The Son is The Way unto The Father...Amen !

It is in honesty and humility that we must return to Our Father !

The heart that knows its brokenness is the heart that is willing to walk the
path of the valley of death knowing The Lord will hold the hand of the
weary traveler and bring him the distance back into The Light of his
innocence and a child's beauty...back to the image in which he is made !
Let us remember that we may not enter The Kingdom lest we come as a
child. A child knows and trusts fully His God and The Son...a child
delivered from his many afflictions and darkness is guided by The Light of
The Lampstand and The Holy Spirit of The Holy God of Israel, The God
of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob !!!

I invite you to take my words in The Spirit with and from which I deliver
them. They are not judgments, rather they are observations of what goes
on all around us! They are things to think about, to ponder. My spirit is
of unconditional Love and respect for The Path God lays out for us
individually and in the knowing that only The Lord can bring together His
Body into One Body ! We come from all different angles with the potential
in Christ, in Yah'shua to arrive in the same place. I also invite you to
reference The Word less selectively and look deeper beyond the words for
the deeper understanding relating to our enemies (those self righteous ones
that might attack you). Was there ever a time that you may have been in
the place they currently reside. Be careful to reject people that are not
unlike ourselves at some point in our journeys. If I judge you I judge
myself ! Ye without sin cast the first stone ! The lessons we learn from
our Rabbi, our Teacher are also available to those that have not learned
them yet. My sense is that as we that have chosen to walk the narrowest
of paths to follow The Lord all have one foot on earth and one in the
heavenlies that are within us from our beginning. Thus we all suffer from
a difficult mixture of both good and of evil...we arrive into this earth with
much but the world robs us of much. The greater the surrender of the self
will the closer we approach Oneness with God and the closer to His
Perfection we aspire to be. Our own quests are but feeble attempts at
godliness. Our self-guidance while claiming belief in God is hypocrisy at
work! The reality is we are all sinners subject to asking for Father God's
Mercy and Forgiveness. This Mercy and Forgiveness was made possible
through The Sacrifice of His Son Jesus Christ, of Yah'shua.

Acknowledgement of our sinful ways keeps us humble and in awe of
God's Grace knowing that favor is a force that yields a greater measure of
effectiveness in God's Plan through having earned God's Trust. I have
often asked people...Do you trust God ? and then, Can God Trust you ?

These are matters of perspective...When we are willing to see fro His
Perspective then we can begin to change from our shallow self-serving
perspectives. The humble servant allows himself, herself to open our
heart's door to His Greater Will. We are accountable and have a
responsibility as disciples of Our Lord And God to know and to do God's
Good and Pleasing Will...which means to know and follow His Voice that
we may each fulfill our roles in The True Ministry of The High Priest, of
Jesus Christ, of Yah'shua.

What may I ask is your ministry about ?

My mission in Christ is about bringing The Light of God's Love to all that
surround me...friends, people I do not know and my enemies. God's Love
has no walls and is free to all. God Has Shown me how to do this
without bringing up the defensive walls (man's fearful flesh and resultant
defensive will) that act as a barrier to His Truth. Yet as in my life, the
flesh will rebel against The Truth of The Kingdom that we are to seek out
first in all matters. To reach out in spirit beyond my surroundings as The
Lord Guide's me to through the transforming of my mind and His
remaking a heart anew. My heart was so shredded God Gave me a new
one...It would be my wish for all to have this transformation rather than
to condemn them to their living hell, in blindness...this I have no authority
over or right to do. By grouping people together under the guise of man's
historical worldly interpretations we do rob many of their individuality
and their potential for both peace and joy to be found in The Lord.. I
would bless those that attack you as they are fighting against that which
they seek. So often we own the projection of another's guilt when it is
not ours to receive. It is the turmoil of The Light of Truth that unwraps
the potential we all share ! We are to glorify The Lord Our God in our
lives individually and thus together ! In this way we raise The Lord above
our selves and become true vessels and servants; thus we are enabled to bring our
brothers and sisters what they need...The Lord through us can bring the
change needed !!!

I am not trying to reform existing structures...rather, I am asking that we
tear their falsehood down and bring them back into conformance with The
Word of God and The True Gospel of Christ Jesus, of Yah'shua. That we
divorce ourselves from the world that has become our husband and the
lustful adultery it brings in light of the knowledge of Who Our True
Husband Is and Who Our Father Is. In the world we become as orphans
without our Father and I say we must seek to realize that He is both our
Mother and our Father. Let us be adopted back into The Holy Family and
Union With The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit !!!

All I offer you with these words that I have written is a sharing of that
which I was moved By The Holy Spirit to write to you. It began with my
writing about The God I was coming to know and then The Lord took
over my voice and I began to scribe what He Was Saying to me. It was
not something I planned or willed, it was Willed So for me ! I take no
ownership of "Sayeth The Lord or Sayeth The Father" as I am neither.
When I write I am as a scribe that must quickly take down all that is
flowing forth from the living brook that feeds me. I am a yielded vessel
whose cup receiveth much and it then overflows, much like a small
fountain fed of The Wellspring of The Lord ! I have been instructed and
commanded of The Lord to do many things...I cannot decide that which I
will or will not do. I answer to Him Alone and no other ! I am a but
messenger, servant and a warrior that has been given a sharp sword of
Truth at my side having been taught how to wield it according to
The Fire of The Spirit From Which It Comes Forth !

It is His Sword and His Hand that guides the sharpest of swords...
His Truth and Light !

I must answer to God. I must welcome His Rod and Staff.
I must sacrifice the full measure to gain a measure in full !!!

We all answer individually At The Throne of The Lord for our actions and
the seeds that we sow. The Lord Will Know you if He Sees Himself as
you reflect His Light from within you. He Knows those that know Him.
Knowing of Him will not do ! We must humbly raise the measure of faith
we have been granted and reach high above the lowly place of the world
to reach where He Resides. The Lord Lives... the price has been paid.

If we look at history, there are many individuals that have lead that were not
in line with God. It is the blind sheep that follow. Are they all to be
abandoned through harsh words or can they be offered Christ's Leadership
that leads them out of their darkness. The Lord is Our Shepherd and if
we truly accept Him into our hearts are we not to also act as good sheep
caring for and loving one another, becoming good stewards of the many
Blessings of God The Father. Through a full surrender to The Lord and a
full active acceptance of His Personal Teaching, Healing And Deliverance
we are first individually raised from our own death according to His
Leadership By His Spirit every moment of every day! Then we can
properly lead by His Example, point the way for them to Christ Jesus,
Yah'shua Who Is Our Leader...only then we can be Lead as
One Body In Christ !

Remember that once awakened of The Lord we must respect that others
that have not yet awakened from their sleep. We either come as beacons
of His Light or we bring them our measure of darkness to drive them
deeper into sleep and closer to death !

I wish you well...I feel a very large portion of God's Love in This Sanctuary
and Dwelling Place of The Lord I have found...

I pray for those that I am guided to pray for...

I pray for those that will come to The Well That Is Deep?I pray oh Lord
that they might enjoy The Eternal Freedom And Love that Our Father
offers them...there is a small price and it is "all that we are."

I pray these things, these requests of The Living Sacrifice that becomes
as the grain of wheat that is willing to fall to the ground to die that it might live !

We stand in front of The Fire Of The Furnace, we take The Lord's Hand
knowing that He will guide us in and through valley of death to the other
side...The Land of Milk and Honey once again and forevermore! Amen !

His Will Be Done on earth as it Is In Heaven!

Let us celebrate Freedom for all those that will come to Follow The Lord !
Seek The Lord, draw neigh to The Lord for The Time is neigh !

With Love And In
The Light Of Jesus Christ, Of Yah'shua !!!

Cd'A
June 2001

Breaking down the walls and barriers between us In Christ, In Yah'shua !
The House of The Lord is built upon The Rock that is solid and steadfast !!
A dwelling place worthy of The Lord, The King And Our God !!!!

The strongholds are only as strong as their foundation which is sand !!!
Yet it is the old structure that must be torn down in order to
build a house that will withstand the storm that is
here and that is coming according to the
Revelation of The Word and deeper yet of The Holy Spirit!

Which can identify and undo the resistance to His Truth by unearthing
the many lies and deceptions that are well hidden and that
are written upon the hearts of man...

Amen !