well where do i start........................iam born into a Christian family and attended the Salvation Army from birth,but when i was 10 my dad became ill and ended up in hospital with manic depression, this is when i started to get angry with God.I was like God if you really loved me you wouldnt let this happen.
Then started high school and i got bullied there and again i said God if u really loved me u wouldnt let this happen.Then when my dad was gettin betta he started havin epileptic fits and i was only 14 at the tme and i said again to God if u really loved me why r u lettin it happen to me. By this time i had enough of God and decided to go on a different road.
I tried run away from him and u know that is impossable to do!!!.Then when i was 16 i wet to a big event that the God channel put on called team extreme and then i knew at that point i could run no more.I gave my life back to the Lord and now im praisin him every day of the week.
The story doesnt end there.....last november the dr's told me that i have an axietey and pannic attack problem....just to cut the story short.....im movin on to the gd bit......one saturday nite in july i had enough i wasnt gettin any betta....so i was gona kill myself...i sed to God again if u really love me and u want me to do u work then help me, take all of this away.....that nite i posted a prayer request out on here, by the next morning i had 25 replies from ppl all over the world tellin me that they will b praying for me and that they all care about me....i was like wow!!!
Then on the nite i went to church and the guy that was preaching that nite called us young ones onto the stage to pray for us all...as he laid hands on me and prayed for me the power of God through the Holy Sprit came over me...and man it was amazin....lets just say i havent had a pannic attack since that nite and everything in my life is just gettin betta and betta
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well the past 2-3 weeks have been really really hard since coming back from New Wine... God had called me to do the Engage Youth Workers Training course and i have been putting doing something like this for the past 5 years due to my own health probl...
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Celebrate The Miracle
Of all that makes you YOU.
Count a blessing for each candle
Have your cake and eat it too!
Unwrap this day and savor it
And all the love that's there
Send a dream-wish straight to
Heaven on the wings of prayer
Remember what a blessing you are
Even after this day is gone.
You're a gem, a priceless treasure
Let yourself shine on!
o ok just wondering... sorry bout the phone number earlier between tori and i. we live down the street from each other and wanted to call our other friend in the neighborhood. she forgot her #so she asked me.
so we're cool 8-)
jojo