i am a new christian, i was raised a cathloic and a millitant child. i do hope to follow in the steps of god through a millitant experience. there are unexplainable reasons for guidance tward service to my country but it is a message i must listin to. my past has been rough full of drug addiction and gang related activity i have been through and seen more than most would like to and been moved from the situation through a hand that extended from the heavens and still wont let go. in the beginning i tried so hard to shun tward my old ways, but god gave me a loving new family (kathy mike bri and angel, christina too shes my buddy if she likes it or not.)who whipps me right back into shape even still. i love them and the feeling is powerful. i hope to make it through this war so pray for me ......patchy..